what the hell

its 2:44 pm Nigerian time, should really be studying but i am on the net instead fooling around and the worst part of it is that that too seems to be sooo boring. i need a damn change like a jolt, something new, hate this current monotony but shit remains the fucking same....and then to cap it all up i find my self creating a blog and not only that i am telling the fucking worldexactly how i feel, kinda strange for a very private person like me... is it the change i need so badly or whatttt........